I have been childish, stupid and foolish.
I apologise to all.
I will not be posting here any more.
You are all better men than me.
You are right and im wrong.
I am ashamed and i hope my kids never see this side of me.
Patty, I love you and hope you are doing well in life.
Im am a sad and lonely person. I have no meaning anymore.
Times can change fast, hold on.
Sorry for everything.