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    i wanna begin my life experience with describing myself right at this
    very moment...i'm like a hunchback of notre dame female version
    carrying that 'literal' load on her back.. my version of that load
    would have to be my emotional baggages..you see, i have all sorts of
    feelings and emotions- all of them going through this rollercoaster
    ride inside me...that is why sometimes as much as I'd like to find
    meaning in my existence, i fail... yes, i have always been an
    optimist. I live my life one day at a time, bask at its glories, party
    at its goodness, smile at its challenges, and still manage to keep all
    my senses in tact. But there are these moments (one of them is this)
    that I really cannot comprehend what i feel...i don't think I'm sad
    because i seem to have pretty good control of my life right now but
    ironically, i don't think i'm happy either because there is that
    something that i feel that I lack...whatever that is, i hope i'll
    learn it in due time...

    anyway i kinda lost track of describing myself (one of the things that
    I do best)... I have a very eccentric personality. A lot of people
    cannot fathom the real me. And that is one of the things that I
    actually love most about myself- the ability to protect myself from
    people who will not do me any good...the downside of such though is
    that im misunderstood by a lot of people. I have heard it all- bitch,
    feeler, snob, freak- a lot of people have coined me with these words
    but the hell with what they have to say...i'm too busy living my life,
    too busy to defend myself...good thing that i have my best friends to
    bail me out of these sticky situations...but so much for my 'so-what'
    attitude, i also have that soft spot that only my close friends can
    really appreciate. I love kids and I'll do anything to make a kid
    happy...i also have an intense passion for learning. I love it when my
    dendrites and my neurons get stimulated. i crave for thought-provoking
    conversations over boys and make-ups...i remember how a my friends
    thought that I was a lesbian. It was hilarious...I mean, it's the last
    thing I imagine myself to be...

    Now let me talk about romantic love... the aspect of human existence
    that I will most definitely fail...i admit it, i love with my heart
    hanging on my sleeve. I lost all my rationality and analytical skills
    when cupid hits me with the bow...I'm like a prey waiting for its
    predator to voraciously eat me up when I fall in love...Yes, that's
    how stupid I become because of love...Love is a word that gets thrown
    around too naturally without even realizing how beautiful such a
    feeling is. I may have lost love's many battles but I sure became
    stronger because of them... And if there is one lesson in life that I
    will never forget, it is that love can come in many forms. It's never
    just about that intense attraction and desire for the opposite sex but
    believe me you'll find it and feel it in the most unexpected and
    incomprehensible places.

    p.s. I'm a frustrated firefighter, I wanted to be one but I know I can't do the job because I cant carry heavy objects


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    My brain literally exploded trying to comprehend what you just posted. I feel like I peered inside the mind of a woman and it made my head explode with crazy ****.
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    Get help.
    I am now a past chief and the views, opinions, and comments are mine and mine alone. I do not speak for any department or in any official capacity. Although, they would be smart to listen to me.

    "The last thing I want to do is hurt you. But it's still on the list."

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    So, how where the cocoa puffs?
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    Everytime I say "myserlf" outloud, I laugh.
    ‎"I was always taught..." Four words impacting fire service education in the most negative of ways. -Bill Carey

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    Quote Originally Posted by tajm611 View Post
    Everytime I say "myserlf" outloud, I laugh.
    Same problem here bro.

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    what they said

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